If I’m being honest, I do struggle.
I have been struggling.
My anxiety peaks like it did before.
I’ve pushed myself to my limits and beyond this summer; however, I’ve not built up much resilience.
I still fear a lot.
It’s all irrational and I deep down know that.
But I’ve been resorting to a comfort zone.
The comfort zone has limits and they are strict.
It really prevents me from doing much else except golf.
Feeling safe is the operative concern.
I may need to see someone.
I’ll explore but I need to do some self work too.