Not So Dramatic

While I haven’t read what I wrote yesterday, I remember it wasn’t so jolly.

And it really was the breakdown and culmination of a lot of mixed emotions as of late.

This is the place for such miseries.

I’m not here to lighten the mood, but being able to wake up knowing that was out of system allowed me to focus on the day.

It’s not as dramatic as it may have been painted.

Not because it doesn’t exists.

But I’m aware words stand the test of time and people believe them eternal and timeless.

This blog is almost revolving around time.

And it changes everyday.

So this isn’t a clarification, more of an honest reflection.

I still contest with my lack of understandings of the world and those deeper, more intimate social initiations, but I sit here more justified in purpose.

I feel somewhat normal today.

Whatever normal is.

Normal on my basis, that’s the most important thing.

I’m still tired.

I think the tiredness and the overall distaste that I had in interactions yesterday with strangers added to the emotion behind the post.

I feel as though these acknowledgements are natural.

And for that, natural must run its course.

Not So Dramatic